So. i tried talking with Easton about things. THAT didn't go over well. he flipped the switch and went psycho. All i tried to do was ask him how we could communicate better, and it sounded to me liek he didn't even want to try, so when that discussion came up, i get brraged with text messages saying how fucking ridiculous i am, and how i am impossible to please, and they get worse. the last text i get from him was a twitter update clearly meant for me:
"I hope you get drunk, fuck mad dudes, and turn into a slut... GET AIDS TRICK!!!"
wow. i have never been at such a loss for words before. Some people have real problems. So i am kinda done with dating for a while. i am tired of dating the craziest fuckers who have ever lived.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Not standing up for it anymore
I am tired of getting anxiety about boys. BOYS. not Men. Easton used to treat me like gold, and now i feel like i am second hand shit he has to carry around with him. I am talking with him tonight when i get home. i am tired of letting guys treat me shitty, not pay attention to me, treat me like i don't have feelings, and that it's ok to ignore my phone calls or text messages. i am tired of being put on the back burner. Either Easton and I are ending tonight, or we are working it out... either way i am sticking up for myself, because i can't deal with the stress anymore. Here we go Danae. I can do it. I am just like this picture--happy, free, and taking control of my own life again. i am done letting others dictate how i am feeling. if you are not worth my time, you can get the hell out of my life, because i deserve SO much better than scumbags.
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